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  “Ready?”

  He took another sip of his wine, waiting with a smile on his face as I spun the picture around. His jaw dropped and his eyes widened with awe.

  “Damn, baby! This is fuckin’ sexy. No one gets to see this pic except me.” He leaned forward, biting his lip as he took in the view, his eyes darkening with lust as he studied.

  “Of course, baby. It’s for you.”

  “Come here.” He motioned for me to sit on his lap. “It’s going to be a wild ride, C. You know that, right? Practice starts tomorrow. Tunnel vision. I’m going for that ring, hard.”

  “I’m not going anywhere, Ramon. You can always count on me. As long as my legs receive that tunnel vision at night, I’m all yours.”

  “Oh, they will trust me. And it won’t be long before you’ll have your own ring.” He kissed my neck as his hand slid between my legs and found my clit, which he started rubbing sensuously. Moments later, we were making love underneath the chandelier of our master bedroom in our new condo. Familiar strokes of pleasure were experienced for the first time in celebration of the new life we were creating together.

  We were just two kids from Texas living our dreams in the Big Apple, a city that promised if you worked hard enough, believed in yourself, and never gave up, your wildest dreams might indeed just come true!

  Epilogue:

  Twenty years later. (That’s right, it was love! Real LOVE! Twenty!)

  “Last take you guys, I can feel it. I know your energy is waning, but remember, enthusiasm! Ready, action.” Our director called out to us on set. I eyed Ramon suspiciously. Would this be our last take? We smiled at each other and nodded.

  Go. The pointer finger was waving at us.

  “Hi I’m Ramon.”

  “And I’m Cat.”

  “And we’re—”

  “The Nicholas’,” we said in unison.

  “I used to be called Fat Cat. Don’t believe me? Take a look at my before and after. I can promise you, it doesn’t matter your size, it doesn’t matter how far you think you have to go. You can do it one step at a time. And we’ve got the workouts and daily inspiration to keep you motivated and covered. I’ve been through it all: my high school weight, three pregnancies, being a busy mom holding down the fort - and I can show you what it takes to get the body you want.

  “And this guy?” I pointed to my husband. “You may recognize him from a few SuperBowl Championships, but don’t let that intimidate you. He can whip any backside into shape. He was my very first trainer. That’s right. We met each other in high school.”

  I rotated the football I was holding to my left arm and turned to face my husband of nearly two decades as I rested my hand on his shoulder. I still looked at him with the same glow, the same love, the same awe.

  Time may have aged his handsome, tanned, once-boyish just slightly, but his puppy dog eyes still held the same boyish charm I’d fallen in love with, as did his signature locks, which still hung around his eyes. He would always be the hottest guy I’d ever seen.

  “As with anything in life, you have to have dedication. But we promise you, if you stick with us, we’ll get you looking good naked in no time,” Ramon cut in.

  We said that last part in unison as we slapped each other on the butt.

  “Oh… the irony,” Ramon joked. Our sex tape was locked away in the vault forever.

  “Good game, babe. Good game.” He slapped me on the tush.

  We wrapped up our tenth training DVD. Ramon and I made several together over the last few years. It was our new career, and our new purpose in life—to inspire and coach others into personal fitness and success.

  As we loaded up our black Range Rover and drove back to our home outside of Plano, Texas, this retired model and quarterback were ready to have a relaxing day in the pool as one big happy family.

  Family.

  Dallas.

  A home that became home again five short years into the NFL where Ramon took his rightful place among the stars that inspired him in the wee hours of dawn and the late our of dusk.

  His dreams finally came true.

  In a place where hospitality was the norm, where you respected your elders, and you said “yes ma’am” and “no ma’am,” Ramon and I returned home to the place that made us who we are: Dallas.

  The Quarterback God had returned back to his Mount Olympia!

  But even gods still had occasional duties. He’d never grow tired signing thousands of footballs, either. As one of the greatest quarterbacks to ever play the NFL, it was a job he’d have for life. He loved inspiring the next generation, volunteering at camps, and was the same leader off the field as he was on.

  Good game, babe. Good game indeed!

  We floated on our backs in our beautiful pool. We lived in an extravagant home on rolling acres. We were indeed blessed for all of our hard work. But deep inside, no matter what, we were still the same twenty-two year olds that reconnected years back.

  “Everything’s gonna be alright, if we just keep dancin’ like we’re…”

  “Forty-two!” Ramon and I sang out at the top of our lungs to the Taylor Swift song that somehow managed to play in the middle of this weird crap our kids had blaring in the speakers. And our parents thought music turned weird in 2016!

  Marissa, our oldest, rolled her eyes at us and mumbled to her friends, “My parents are sooooo embarrassing.”

  “Yeah will at least they still like love each other!” One smart young soul returned.

  Plano, New York, Model, Professional athlete: one thing remains the same and keeps the world in check no matter who you are, what you do, and where you live: teenagers.

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  Tempt Me

  By Stephanie Brother

  Novella 1

  Warning, this book gets so hot, it’s split into two books for your sanity. Read them back to back at your own discretion….(wink…)

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  Kate

  The rain pummeled against the window pane . It wasn’t uncommon on the edge of winter in Capetown, South Africa for such a natural act to occur. But today, well, today I wish I lived on a remote island off of Tahiti or the Maldives. I needed the sun. I needed the warmth of an element beyond my control to tell me everything would be alright. And furthermore, I needed space. Miles and miles of quiet space. But there was no hiding now. I couldn’t hide from this.

  The smell of strong coffee teased my despair, yet I would not lift my head off my arm. Not even for a French press made by someone other than me for once.

  “Awe, come on sweetie. You’ve got this , ” m y best friend and roommate sang like the sweetest songbird as the sound of a tea saucer gently landed near my head. Emily was British and didn’t own a single coffee mug. She owned the pretty dainty china that made me want to lift my pinkie and say dah-ling.

  God bless her for blind optimism. Because after the report I ’d just received…there would be no focusing on the most important paper of my graduate school studies. At all.r />
  I rolled my forehead around on my arm as if attempting to burrow a hole in my own flesh. Writer’s block sucked. I moaned into my arm a pitiful cry that would make dogs run for the hills or underneath the nearest bed.

  “I…could write your paper for you?” Her peppy voice ricocheted through my mind. I could see the outcome of such an offer. Such a suggestion finally warranted the lifting of my heavy head as I looked with hazy eyes at the blonde , real-life-living Barbie.

  Her dimples danced across her sunbeam face.

  “You’re cute , you know that?” I said.

  Translation? There’s no way in hell I would let Emily near one of my papers. Well, let ’ s scratch that. Unless the paper involved the latest celebrity gossip or a breakdown of the ancient speculation of why Brad Pitt and Jennifer Aniston broke up, there would be no sparkle dust from little miss living - breathing - pixie fair y, who was a full - time lingerie model. She probably didn’t even know who or what Thoreau was.

  My head went back to its home on my numb arm . My first smile of the day actually made its debut appearance as I entertained the thought of Emily discussing the naturalist poets, Thoreau and his mentor Emerson. She probably would come up with nature’s best mask remedies or something like that. Cute, but definitely not what would be required for the much - needed grade of an A and the lasting respect I needed in this third year graduate school piece. With this being my last semester before I graduated with my masters, I couldn’t mess this paper up. It determined the professor who would maybe shadow my dissertation with independent private study , which would ensure I could land an assistant professorship anywhere around the globe while I wrote my dissertation to gain my PHD.

  There would be no bullshitting my way with this one; my professors practically knew my blood type, social security number , and fingerprints. I sighed again.

  I would just have to work on this paper the whole time while in the Hamptons. I cringed.

  The one place I did not want to be in. Ever.

  I swore to myself I would never , ever step foot there again . Hell no. Not even the town before the H-E-L-L town in the Hamptons! I just couldn’t b ear to travel the Rainshaw road ever again and pass the entrance into the gated manor. The very place caused me to instantly have a full - fledge d panic attack , remembering the night that forever changed my life and altered my easy breezy personality.

  And it wasn’t the gorgeous town itself, per se. Poor pretty town. It was the devil himself who lived there.

  Oh no.

  I felt it coming on.

  The familiar chest closing in and tightening. The restricted breathing. A panic attack was coming : a feeling I never , ever encountered until he came into my life and made it a living hell after what he did.

  But my mother needed me. And there’s no way I would let her down.

  No matter how much of an ass Bradley and his friends had been to me after that scandalous night that robbed me of my privacy forever , leaving me untrusting of men, and even untrusting of my own body. No matter how much therapy I had to endure because of him, I’d go. I’d be there for my mom.

  I would just have to pop Xanax like tic - tacs and S kype my therapist to get through it all. It had been eight years since the incident, but sometimes there are moments in your life that forever scar you , like branding an owner to a cattle. My new identity after that night became one I never knew I’d become—uptight, closed, paranoid, distrusting. And he was the culprit behind it all. And now I had to see him again after nearly a decade of dodging holidays, rotating them with my father’s side of the family.

  But there was no rotating or getting out of this meeting. My stepfather was now dead.

  God help me.

  Everything about the Rainshaw family I hated. Except for a few perks, such as flying first class and sometimes privately , like now , when need be, when I had to fly half way around the world to be somewhere at a certain time, and an black Amex credit card to shop freely. Now, I wasn’t a shopaholic, but in cases like these when I would be seen with the family, the credit card was used to ensure I looked photo ready at all times. I had to Skype my mother's stylist and show her everything I was considering to wear .

  I had to shop smartly because the funeral would be high profile and would be photographed , and not just by friends and family. No, by strangers, by eager privacy thieves also known as the paparazzi. These photographs would be in the vault forever, as in forever cast in to the depths of the World Wide Web , and collateral for the lifestyles of the rich and famous and “ E! true Hollywood S tory. ” Every outfit was chosen carefully for me to wear as if I were a lead actress in a hundred - million - dollar budget film, all so very carefully orchestrated because that’s the empire and audience the Rainshaws had created. They were practically royalty , and every move their children made, and the moves made by the new Mrs. Rainshaw (my mom), made the Daily News, UsWeekly or E!.

  It was a strange life. One that never gelled with me.

  It was a complete night and day contrast to the simple life I had made for myself here in South Africa. I enjoyed the very pleasant anonymity here. Once I stepped on the plane and headed back to New York City, every single move would be documented as long as I was near my mother and near the family.

  My chest tightened thinking about the circus that awaited me.

  Hours later and on the private plane, these thoughts surfaced again and I shook my head and my selfish thoughts away. This wa sn't about me right now. It was about being there for my mother.

  My iPad whistled a cattle call to me. Pay attention to me! I’ll help all your problems go away, sweetheart!

  I sighed and swiped at it while swirling in the cozy oversized leather chair. It’s gonna be a smoking hot twenty hour flight. Just you and me , baby.

  A complete nerd I had become, hiding my life away in academia and books. It was a controlled environment. In this world no one could hurt me. In this world I was safe. In this world deeply hidden, I actually felt seen by an unknown force, maybe destiny. With dreams of being a top professor with scores of books enlightening the path of naturalists published, perhaps it was so.

  Such a life led little for me in the dating scene , and so my boyfriends became Thoreau and Emerson.

  My notes on my iP ad were carefully organized and I swiped at them , trying to rid my mind off of the whole scenario. As I scrolled through the tabs, choosing which topic of my paper to tackle next, as there was a whopping sixty percent that I needed to finish, Emily’s text popped up on my screen.

  OMG. Check TMZ. RIGHT NOW. You have to see Chris Hemsworth ’s shirtless pic at the beach. His swimming trunks are like nearly off, if you know what I mean. Promise it will be worth the peek and will lift your spirits. I mean, you almost see everything.

  Oh hell. What the heck. He was my favorite actor and his body was to die for . I wouldn’t mind closing my eyes for a bit and fantasizing about being taken by that Greek God! That would be a pleasant diversion, indeed.

  I clicked the link to see the sexy deity himself on the beach when lo and behold , blinking to the right as the breaking news alert in red block font you couldn’t miss if you were blind: Bradley Rainshaw. Spotted.

  My heart caught in my throat as I saw him. Him. Oh my word. Mary , Joseph , help me. Hell, let all the saints help me!

  There he was, the teenager now turned man I tried with every fiber in my being to not only avoid in physical proximity but virtual proximity. But I did not live in 1950. I lived in the glory age of digital technology and paparazzi vigilantism . Moving to a completely different continent did not do the trick for the very man I was trying to forget wasn't your average Joe. And he wasn't from your average family. He did not have average looks. Bradley Rainshaw was a living , breathing embodiment of sex dreams on legs.

  A sexy one with a seven figure modeling contract he ’d had since he was seventeen , because he was that damn sexy.

  But living with your nose in a book and eyes glued to a computer with wi
fi shut off, living as a practical herm i t ensured me the freedom of living life without a reminder of my past or of his existence.

  But today I was reminded. And reminded greatly.

  I wanted to swipe the article off but I couldn’t. I just couldn’t. He looked really good. Holy fuck, as in really. This whole businessman - grown - up thing really suited him.

  He was dressed in a tailored grey suit that hugged his fit body , which rivaled Chris’s bulging muscles and tight physique. He had his hand running through his perfect brown locks, with his head down, but his eyes were barely lifted , revealing a sadness in him that panged my heart and nearly touched my soul. His free hand held his shades he no doubt was about to throw on fast for privacy from the media. This saddened me. No one should have to have every ounce of their life photographed. Especially not the day you find out your father died.

  No. I exhaled and said out loud. “No, no, no, no…” I wouldn’t let this soften my hardened feelings. I wouldn’t let the crush I had on him years before I even became his family rule the endorphins crashing my logic. I wouldn’t let his sea foam eyes make me silly.

  Oh his legendary model eyes? Against his olive skin, his sea foam eyes stop strangers in their tracks to take a good look. I’ve only seen such color on a solid gray cat. Glowing green eyes. Heck, he was known as “the eyes . ” Such striking features landed him the Georgi o Armani campaign and Time s Square housed stor ies- tall photos of him dozens of times.

  It was as if God saved up a handsome account and poured it right into his genes. Sea foam. Those were the same eyes I saw in my dreams and in my fantasy world. Those were the eyes I stared at every night before I went to bed as a teenager on my ceiling shrine. Oh , don’t act like you didn’t have one of JTT, Mark Paul Gooselaar, Johnny Depp, Mario Lopez, or Fredd ie Prin z e Jr. There was some heartthrob no doubt somewhere in your room, or if not physically, in your dreams. Mine just happened to be of someone who became too close to home. He was the guy I pretended actually liked me and wanted to take me to prom. Being fifteen, I was silly and star - struck, just like all my friends. He was a celebrity! Someone I was never supposed to meet or personally know.